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b e n l y........
...............an outlet, of sorts
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6.15.2005
Haven't posted for a bit. Thought of some things to write about but couldn't remember to write so I forgot some of them. The stuff I remember:
Last Saturday I did the full distance for the triathlon, plus a little bit more for kicks. Did 20 laps in my pool, 11 miles on my bike, and ran 3.5 miles, all under 90 minutes. Pretty good I think. I still have a goal of 90 minutes for this Saturday, but if I can break 75, that would be awesome. I'm not going to get my hopes up, given that my workout last night suuucked. I couldn't run worth a damn. I will have to remember to pace myself on the bike. I also need to remember to trigger my splits.
Last Sunday I went to an open house for the Five Branches campus in San Jose. Really started to get excited about acupuncture while I was there! I am going to start thinking seriously about attending in the spring. I think one of the reasons I am so apprehensive is that my attitude can change so drastically from day to day. Sunday, I was feeling inspired; today, I felt like doing nothing at all... but then again I also had a kind of shitty day today.
Last week I also started going to yoga with Grace. Man, what a sweetheart. I am definitely into her, but I hope it is not too serious because it couldn't possibly go anywhere. My brain has managed to trick me a couple times into thinking that she would break up with her boyfriend to go out with me. Tricky, tricky brain. Stupid, stupid brain. She's crossed my mind several times in the last few days. The highlight of my week is talking to her before and after class, and on Sunday nights when we work out which days to go together. I am still contemplating whether or not to tell Karen, since this infatuation could end and it would all be moot. Almost broke down and opened up last weekend when I was interrogated at DK's house. Strange how I felt like talking about it when I am usually so guarded about this stuff. I wonder how she would react... the one time I asked her about Grace (before I knew she had a boyfriend), all she said was "she's spoken for". I wonder if she would approve...
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6.02.2005
Fell off the horse last night. Damn. Felt it this morning too when I went running. Oh well. I guess it's better that it happened now as opposed to right before my month is up. Restarting my countdown...
Speaking of falling, I slipped and fell in the shower on Tuesday. I am pretty sure it was my own snot, because it was right after I blew my nose. My left foot slid and I lost my balance. I grabbed onto the shower curtain and brought the whole thing down. Didn't really hurt myself, but the shower head ended up spraying water all over the place. What a mess. When I get a house, I'm going to have a bathroom with a drain in the floor so that I can just hose everything down. Genius.
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